Even Good Girls Get the Blues

I so very badly want to have an edge

I want to be feared
I want a tattoo
I want to just not show up for work
I want a pair of 15 yr old well-worn Doc Marten's

just for a few weeks. then I'll go back

to my beloved button-down shirts
and kicky sandals
and cute little purses
and curled eyelashes and pink lipstick

I need a vacation from being a Good Girl